It's weird. It has been months since I don't check my blog. I was reading everything again and I just realized how life turns complex everyday: first time I wrote I was still in Oly (dammit! I miss that so freaking bad!); since that day, everyday became shorter and shorter, and I didn't realize the moment when I really left the place to come back. Now I'm seating on my bed, waiting to the moon to show up and then I can go.
Fortunately, I'm not the kinda girl who have tons of problems inside and I don't pretend to be the drama queen of the story, I got God and that makes me strong, I'm alive, I've friends and a nice family.. it's just that things chance, feelings change and mind changes. For example the second and the third posts bellow this one for me is still valid, even if I haven't see your face in more than a week those feelings don't change, I can say that I still love like the very first day that you became mine, I still can feel the magic of your kisses since the very first kiss, I still can feel your hands caressing my skin, your voice telling me those funny stories that used to happen to you, the smoothness of your hair and the color of your cheeks... Dirtyanduglylittlechicken you can't imagine how much I miss you, I think I've already told you everything but you don't want to listen to me, I agreed to be just like "friends" but this is the time that I haven't know anything of you, not even where are you in this moment, not even what you've been doing this week. You're so closed to me but believe me that I didn't pretend this.. I just tried to love you by the best way I thought. Maybe it was not enough to support to much fire and to much love, cuz believe me, love's not gone, love's still in my heart and I know is in yours too. We're meant to be together. I'll fight for this 'til sheeps get wings!
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