Suddenly my life turns a little bit weird. I don't get "my thing".. as everybody who is someone in this life, must have "a thing" in which he or she is special in.
The music, as a person that always is giving me advices cuz he just realized that I'm kinda lost in this life.. The guitar, as a person that I love even if he doesn't love me as I do.. The Artistic Skate, as the most important girl for me, a little person that I love and I'd give it all for her.. So, what's "my thing"? dreaming awake? keep studying my major cuz someday I'll be succesfull doing that? WTF? I dun get it! I'm 17th and I'm going crazy? Where is the fucking answer?
I know, I'm not stupid, not even I've a hair made of that.. I've the power to change too many things, I've friends, they've me, I've such a nice family that I know millions of boys and girls'd kill for a family as the one that I've. I think I've somebody to love, even if our worlds are pretty different, someway are suitable, we had that, I thought we still had that, but with just stupid words we made a damage that seems quite impossible to fix, but I believe in him.. still love, still believe.
I guess that he's right (the first guy), I like his thoughts, is sooo true everything he says.. and yeah, maybe I'm tied to a world that doesn't exist, a lover who doesn't love in the same way that I do, a false reallity, a hide face of the world.. and yeah, he's right again, not just me, it's everybody who's afraid to face the life, to face a present, to face this world.
Just trying to make myself believe life's easy. False. I'm a princess. So false. Life's short. True. But you're not alone. So true!.. I think that if you feel alone is because you're closed to the world, or you're pretending something that you're not, and the rest of the people catch it.. That's a huge mistake baby!
Just be yourself, inspire someone as somebody just did on me..relax and take your time♫.. cuz if you dun do it soon, you'll blow up!
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